I am tired , i need you back , i miss you .
I am sick of my attitude , my life and habbits .
Felt being a bastard . You waiting for me and i slept at home .
I play basketball leaving you there alone being bored .
Come down and i never talk to you leaving you alone.
I want to like just go back to time and change everything
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I will be crazy like that . I WANT TO LIKE JUST FUCK OFF .
I feel so fed-up . I don't how to remain clam now and arghhh !
Just Fuck it . It's like walao , i feel so bastard and weird .
Without you by my side , like you always do .
I am tired of all this i want to release my stress , but i can't .
Why i cannot ?! I just don't know , i am tired of all this .
Way too tired , just want to be alone right now , stay alone at a corner .
And nobody will care for me , people who care for me , instead of respecting
I fucked them , why i 've become like that , this is not me , i want to change !

Lol , so long never post , bored , this few days , keep emo . Lol joking .
Yesterday got daiji , cannot say :P . Cause promised my friends .
Bored sial . Playing ball and learning how to fight .shall end here .

Sometimes , things is like that , when you have it you will not cherish .
When you don't have it , you will regret . Now i regret , its useless .
Whatever i do she is no longer there . Now i know whats call pain .
What did i do wrong ? why every l**e i had is always broken ?!
Sighs never mind .

Lols , shall not mention the past cause too long already . i just show off abit .
Maths test : 19/20
Literature test : 20/20
History test 28/30 :DD
Thats the marks i got for my test , i was like keep jumping you know ???? :D
Then yesterday bi went down 840 to find me , they put bomb bag in my pants and shirt .
Lol then went home change then bi also want go home . Then parted with her .
Lols . siian sia without her , miss her for 1 week + le then she like that leave me T-T
Lols next wednesday or friday i think she coming down again :DD
Feeling very tired , wish to have her by my side everyday , everytime and every second .
Right beside me , giving me warmth . Sigh , shall end here /

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Quiz to kill time :D

1.Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks larh duh !!
2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
I woke up in the evening today .
3.Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Huh , erms , myself ?
4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Not really ( Amelia's more spoilt . )
5.Would you ever donate blood?
Depends.
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Of course.
7.Do you want someone dead?
Yupp , you larhs .
8.What does your last text message say?
Inbox or Sent?
9.What are you thinking of now?
Thinking of my ah bi lorhs .
10.Do you wish someone was with you now?
Er,yes?
11.What time did you go to sleep last night?
4plus?
12.Where did you buy the t-shirt that you are wearing now?
i am not wearing any t- shirt now ._.
13.Is someone on your mind now?
yupps .
14.Who was the last person to text you?
The girl who sits behind me in class .

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUESTIONNAIRE.

1.Zheng An
2.Lixia
3.Nicholas
4.Amelia
5.Shannon
6.Hakim
7.Jonathan
8.Larry
9.Wee Anne ( the girl sitting behind me )
10. Bernard

15.Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Of course , me ( Ah bi say she don't know T-T )
16.Is 3 a male or female?
Male larhs .
17.If 7 and 10 get together,would it be a good thing?
Ahem , Jonathan is my gay partner okay ! Bernard where dare snatch .
18.What is number 1 studying about?
How i know ?!
19.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
With who ?
20.is number 4 single?
NOPE!
21.Say something about number 5.
Crazyyyyye-h
22.What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
Huh ? Later Gillian kill Nicholas uhs .
23.Describe number 9.
Irritating , funny and cute .
24.What would you do if number 6 and 8 fought?
( I interfere also get beat ) See the winner and try to stop ?
Done the quiz :D

Sigh , ah bi don't know she has a relationship with who siols >.<

Today, basketball training at 840 as usual :D
School was alright today , was almosttt late :D , i good boy .
Did my homework today , and yesterday's and i went to science lab .
So cool man ! Everything is cool , and the safety goggles is the coolest !
And , today a korean from my class ask me for a fight .
And i was like , okay , after school , don't run okay !!!!!!!!!
Then after school , all my senior gather outside the class .
Then the Korean boy walk away , what the helllllllllllll ?!!?
Then we sua the daiji , so went to take cab to 840 , met some people .
Then went to 9 floor find people to slack with , super tired today .
Slept in chinese class and the teacher was like keep waking me up ._.
Okay , shall end here , and please tag me , thanks :DD
Man i am so going to train myself out of something , to prove to everyone i did train basketball .
From now on will be training , training and training no more of slacking , i want to train out something .
Something that people will be shocked with . So sean , you can do it , if you have faith .

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Yesterday :
Went to 840 , got squashed pinche-d and attacke-d ! HAHAS !
Then also got some training from Joel Michael , quite tiring . but , worth it .
No pain no gain , then ton till today lorh , slack and talk and joke .}
Today , Slack till morning 6 + then i go home , during 4~5 i was doing training .
Cause Nicholas was doing , and he was like keep whining about " how much more time ?"
So i was just like " wait larh , cannot wait is it ? complain so much , save your breath la . "
Then after that he was totally jelly , i abit jelly abit tired . Went home at 6 .
Reach home then use computer awhile then sleep , sleep till this time .
Powerful or what ? Okay larh , its quite common for me to be like this .
And from now on , everyday will be basketball training for me except for Sundays .
And i will give it my best , to do what ever i can , and whatever i should .
And i just get to know that i am changing , even i don't know , never mind .
Shall change , for the sake of myself and kawans . See you :D

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